deathweek

Hello dear readers, I saw some new followers, welcome and thanks !

I was really really busy with school, I am on my final week now. I call it DEATHWEEK. Last week I decided to go on showing up my project for class. I heard teacher said my project was a bit bad, but I did good work at explaining and oral presentation, So teacher told me 'very well' I hope this means I have an A. Please god. I drunk a lot of wine. A LOT. I was hugging my classmates and dancing around the exposition hahaha I was so nervous and unsecure so this is why I drunk this way hahaha

This is my card! They misspelled 'Holy' But was ok, just another glass of wine and everything is OK.

I made mural painting and a publication, some photos:

Thank you very much for all those people who supported me!

I bought this the other day. Publication with some short histories of science fiction! I love Murata forever!

The last chance

Hello dear readers, I got some fresh news!
I just came back from my project class. Teacher was like 0_0 when I told her about september. So ok, this sunday I'm gonna meet a friend who studied design and I want her to help me with magazine, YES! I'm gonna try again, this is the fucking last chance. I hope this time it will work... Well I don't loose anything anyway. Thank you so much for your support ^^ It helped me to take air and keep going on on my shitty artty stuff.

The girl of the photo is me. This is for another project. I have the pdf but it's in spanish so, next time I will translate the pdf into english and I will show you the project ^^

Take care ~ and spread the wicked spirit

Defeated

Tomorrow is the day I have to show to my teacher the new version of book. And you know what? I dindn't finish it. I tried... seriously, I been 3 fucking days trying to make the fucking book. But my strengh is gone. I have other subject to do, you know. I feel I been fooled by the world. I just want to dissapear. I lost time, and money, and possibly my state grant so I don't know how the hell I'm gonna pay the fucking university and the bills and nihongo. I hate this shit.

Hard times

Hello dear readers,
Sorry for not updating for a while. I've had hard times with school works and stuff. About mural painting, I did it, but in the end teacher said is not enought to put me an A. I made a fanzine with recopilation of drawing and since I'm bad with publication making, teacher said it was not enough as well. I have another opportunity this friday, and if its not ok I will have to go to september. I was kinda sad, cause I tried hard. But it's ok since she said the problem is not what, is 'how'. So possibly a nice week of deep indesign tutorial will be enought to pass the subject in september. I'm sad and a bit ashamed that I failed. But complaining is pointless, so I will continue doing my best because there are a lot of people around me who supports me. Thank you.

ugly me haha

starting

Ah, class mate asked me if I was talking about bulimia ^_^ I wanted to kill she forever you know.

I also doing a nice project for another subject, I want to upload this when I will finish it! Is not about drawing but is funny! ^^

Bye bye, thank you for reading ma shits

Testing

Hello! How are you?

I finished the last fucking drawing * ¬* finally! Teacher told me to make a collage with photoshop to see how it looks, so I wanna share with us. Friday I will go to talk with her, and if she is ok with that (I HOPE TO OR I WILL KILL MYSELF VIOLENTLY) I will do it for real next week! Yay I'm a happy monkey!

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Well, I also want to do two fanzine with all the drawing I made for this project. I want to make one for the nice ones, and other one for the punk things like sketch and mspaint evil photo manipulation haha I will upload the pdf when I finish them.

Other business, I want to introduce you this tumblr (http://pur1kur4pr0n.tumblr.com/) Sua made this to upload weird pixel/mspaint self portraits. I participe under the tag of p4ElL4 ^^ ENJOYY