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Dearrrr readers!

at first some pixel shit I made for a school project :D

did u miss my horizontal flipz?

Well today is my first day of class... of my last university year! To tell the truth, I have only few credits to go, so this year will be pretty calm ( I expect)

I just leave here some shit I was doing.

I do cook, too

omnomnom

I have some new drawing but I'm lazy to scan ^3^

Next week I will go to London yeah, to do what? NOTHING! just walk around meet some friends and drink and go shopping and that's all.

Good night

Hello dear readers,

Yesterday I finally finished my last exam. Yeah. It felt so good moma. I was like: I want to eat a kebab and sleep and watch anime. Well, I felt like painting... not so much just... Few crap.

The other day I went to a really nice place with a friend. Is a kind of art asociation (in a very traditional way) You pay an amount per month and then they let you use their instalation, wich are very lovely, like an atelier. Also some days they have model sessions. So good! You also can expose your work... To tell the truth is only old people there, but I'm ok with that. I want to go now!!

some random moleskine shit as present.

I'm sorry

Recently I feel so... Disconnected from the world. Of work, or art, or ambition. I feel tired. I can't lead a normal social life. And It's so damn hot that I can't even think.

I really would like... you know. Have the freedom, the money and the bravery. But I got only the laziness and mediocrity.

I should be more positive. But is hard. Because I'm too shy, too coward, too insecure about my skills. I need a shoulder to cry over all the time. I'm tired of myself. And I'm tired about complaining and doing nothing. I wanted this year to be special... To be able to work a lot and be happy. Can I? I'm not unhappy. But not happy either. Because I feel I'm not doing my best. I would like to wakeup and live. Live harder, dream higher, love deeper; I heard once. I need the strenght. And the chance.

I should start to think less and act more. This blog has became a desert of complains .I don't like this shit. I want to draw again, learn again, make friends again. If only god would borrow me some hope.

tavuchi drawing

Wow, really quick post before going to work ^^ Today I made a drawing for Tavuchi, she make nice fashion stuff, I knew her from RIDSTREET, best Tokyo fashion website ever! hahahaha

I make it in about 30 minutes so is not that good ^^ but I wanted to update this blog anyway.

Tavuchi's site

RidSnap street

Big Hug guyz!

Money is evil

Hi dear readers.
I want to talk about the reason I'm not uploading any new material. I don't have any. Now I'm on my fucking summer job. I hate my boss. I want to cry many many times because she is sooo fucking annoying and looks at me with 'smelling shit face'. But what the hell I supose to do? I'm doing some subjects for online university as well. So as you can see I don't have any real time. I come home at 3am from work. My body hurts. I know my life is not very interesting matter. But I want you to know. 21 june I will finish summer university and then maybe I will have more time to draw and project, but I really don't know. I just wish that september comes soon.

Zo I hearz money is raik cancer

I was talking with one of my best friend. She studied design and illustration. We want to make something together... But I don't know. I'm worried I'm not that good. Or not have enough knowledge about design stuff. Life is very confusing.

back, and summer is hell

Hello dear readers.

It's been a while... I was taking a rest after school... Since I have to start working next week in the fucking coffe shop... Today I made a watercolour test. It describes my feelings towards summer job. I'm not skilled in watercolour but I wanted to have some practice.

fuck summer

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Next year I will finish my degree. I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life. Anyone wants comission or something. I don't want to work on a coffeshop forever uknow. Im an artizt. hahaha

hugs 4 all ya

Netto Musume

Hello dear readers,

Just two days more and classes and exam period is over. So happy. This night I have to work hard as hell! Ganbarimasuyo! I want to show you the project I started working recently. It's side project from my band Jisatsu Netto. It's a musical project wich talks about 1) virtual ego and recycling uses of videogames 2) personal music trauma (hahaha I love to talk about myself you know my belly is the fucking center of universe) I made a mental map, so I wanted to show you, I made it like in a couple of hours so is kinda creepy, but I have to make a magazine with the final project stuff, so I haven't got so much time left to work on it. I wrote about videogames and art making . But it's in spanish, anyway if anyone is interested in this subject, can tell me about translate ^_^ But google translator is useful too...

read pdf here

creepy I know I know! but no time!!!!

This little pig is so tired, but I should come back to work!!

bye bye, thanks for reading!